And when it overflows with hot air, it bursts. Like a balloon. And I should stop keeping things in and just write down what's bothering me, get it out, immediately after it happens so I won't suddenly blow up at someone.

Alternatively, I could just let all the air out... Let someone stop the hot air from blowing in anymore and slowly but surely, let the air back out again.

And I feel like the air has been let out now.

And I'm so very grateful.

And it's because I've been so distant from You that I've strayed and the eyes of my spirit were looking into the foggy distance through a dirty window with a pair of sunglasses covering them up.

And all I saw was darkness
And all I felt was loneliness

And all I wanted was for someone to tap me on the shoulder
And ask if I was alright

And stay
And keep me company

And I didn't know who I was waiting for; anyone would have been fine.

But nobody came.

And all this time, my eyes had been wandering, my heart had been wishing.

I tried to turn back to You but strayed, so many times. And so many obstacles came my way. And I thought it would be enough for me to indulge in earthly pleasures but it wasn't. And nobody came.

But all I needed was You.

So today, once again, please open the eyes of my heart, Lord, I want to see You. Let the fog be cleared, the window be cleaned and the sunglasses be removed from the blind eyes of my spirit.

And let me see You again.

Cos all I need is You.

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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